Friday, March 28, 2008

Oh how the years pass

Well it's been about a year so I thought I'd poke my head in once more to recommend muxtape to the readership of this blog (which may just be Matt at this point) . I figured there'd be some marginally political murmurings on this blog by now, but I guess I'm it here.



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Thursday, March 22, 2007

Is this blog dead?

so I've noticed that no one seems to post here anymore. It could be that we've all realized that blogging is lame ( not true for me since I still occasionally post to mine ) but for what ever reason this thing is pretty d-e-a-d. Who knows maybe this will rouse my fellow contributors to the call to increase the ever rising, waist-high, slightly frothy, slurry that is the blog-o-scape

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Happy 2007

Here it is, the first post of 2007.
The Democrats have a sliver of a majority in Congress. For the first time in years, Ohio has a Democratic executive. Nevertheless, the war in Iraq escalates despite public polls indicating that a pullout is the popular opinion. The Republicans and Democrats stand accused in various blogs of trading support for the war in return for minimum wage increases, better medical coverage, and some form of progressive tax increases. Like the yin-yang, the two entrenched parties appear to engage in ongoing tug-of-war such that stability is maintained at the cost of any significant change in the political scene. Nothing new there, I guess.

I have the sense that progressive voters have been baited stretching all the way back to 2004 if not earlier. The chance for change was right in front of our noses and Kerry barely lost the popular vote. Americans voted the Republicans out of their longstanding Congressional majority in an unusually large turnout for an off-season election, and it seemed that we might realize political change. Now the promise of change is delayed until the next presidential election as the bets on the new favorite race horse percolate up through the morning newspapers. The previously hopeful voters are disenchanted, become radicalized or apathetic, in either case marginalizing themselves, helping to maintain an unpopular status quo.

Meanwhile, I remain jobless and in heavy, depressing study crisis mode for the February bar examination, closer to fear than in a religious service. I would sell out to the status quo I describe and release the practical side of my idealistic conceptions for a simple government office job. Is this the feeling of adulthood? Fear of loan bills and with office politics becoming more personally significant than national politics (presuming eventual employment)?

If this is what drives the working Joe, we should not be surprised that the political scene is a dance when financial fear, finding jobs, and paying rent are the practical central necessities. The fear brings awareness of how much worse things might be for the individual than this status quo. As a result, all it takes is a slight promise of a better political future if we just work harder, make more political contributions, send enough emails, and grab that carrot in November. So long as the entrenched interests remain at the reins, there is no reason for those who could bring change to do so.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

whomix - doctor who theme remixes

you gotta check out:whomix - doctor who theme remixes. In my search for a good ringtone, I stumbled on this massive site of remixes to the Dr Who theme. Every once in a while a site comes along that restores my faith in the internet, while this is not one of those sites, it's definitely a good way to get in the mood to run away from some daleks

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Me and the Law

I have made a decision: I will attempt to become a lawyer in a state other than that known for its buckeyes. I will attempt the February bar examination in North Carolina. Due to costs of application and review material, a bar examination is a major expense and time commitment. MicroMash and Study Group cover North Carolina law and recommend around 3 hours study per day two months in advance of the exam. I hope to do self-study, no more than two hours per day for well over two months before the examination, if and when the massive 42 page application is completed.

I am a reluctant lawyer indeed. In the meantime, I am applying for paralegal jobs with the state government of North Carolina and with other public interest groups, most of them legal in nature, potentially allowing for upward movement if and when I pass the examination. I live in hope.

Friday, July 21, 2006

I am unemployed

Hello everybody. Yes, I have earned a juris doctorate; no, I do not want to practice as a lawyer, and I am unemployed. Life in the Cincinnati 'burbs for the past two months has been slow and the understimulation is resulting in negative stress. I have trouble writing, thinking, or escaping my sense of ennui and confusion about why I spent the last three years in law school, reading boring texts madly and paying tuition through the nose for reasons that I expected to become clear post-graduation. They remain unclear.

I go to the public library, my current location, on a near-daily basis to check higher ed jobs.com and the chronicle of higher education for new writer/editor and assistant registrar listings in universities. I frequently check USAjobs.gov for new writing and intelligence-related listings. I have a resume on monster.com. Nevertheless, despite floating around 25 or 30 cover letters and resumes to nonprofits organizations and public interest groups, I have not received one phonecall. Am I expecting results too quickly, I hope? Or have I wasted a lot of time and money only to be doomed to work as an attorney, putting my mental health and self-respect in jeopardy? If my life today is objectively easy, something others aspire towards in terms of low daily energy expenditures and material possessions, does that make me a bad person for disliking it so much and complaining about it?

Gas is expensive, so travel is out until I have a job. The car is on its last legs and it is a rolling environmental hazard, with all the black smoke it puts out after I start it up and the oil it burns or leaks everywhere.

I have been working on a concept for a science-fiction story that's been bouncing about my head for months. It is not really going anywhere. I am toying with a synthesizer program using free VSTs and soundfonts to make laptop music.

I feel like a loser. I appreciate hints, suggestions, advice, or encouragement.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

cell phone symphony, literally

have you guys heard of this? http://www.flong.com/telesymphony/index.html "Dialtones is a large-scale concert performance whose sounds are wholly produced through the carefully choreographed dialing and ringing of the audience's own mobile phones." crazy MIT kids :)

cell phone symphony, literally

have you guys heard of this? http://www.flong.com/telesymphony/index.html "Dialtones is a large-scale concert performance whose sounds are wholly produced through the carefully choreographed dialing and ringing of the audience's own mobile phones." crazy MIT kids :)

cell phone symphony, literally

have you guys heard of this? http://www.flong.com/telesymphony/index.html "Dialtones is a large-scale concert performance whose sounds are wholly produced through the carefully choreographed dialing and ringing of the audience's own mobile phones." crazy MIT kids :)